God help me think of my current situation in a new way. If the best I can do is to see with yesterday’s eyes I could miss the moment’s full potential. God my need to continually surrender is sometimes more than my sense of self can take. You ask too much! I want so much to get on with things, move past all this. Why does your silence need be so loud? Save me from myself. Help me rest in this place of patience.
I am listening.
I know. I know. There is more to your love of me I do not understand. Go ahead. Go ahead. Spin your potter’s wheel one more time.